New Direction

So i've been doing a lot of thinking lately. About life, about what it means, about what i've become about where i'm going. I'm starting to see things differently. Things aren't necessarily clearer. I didn't just have the world's greatest epiphany. I'm just starting to see things the way that i want to see them. I guess you could almost say i'm growing up.

I think it started with my decision to get healthy and get in shape. I'm tired of being out of shape, i'm tired of being tired. So i started working out. Things changed, my mind opened up. I feel confident. I feel more energized. I feel alive.

Then i made the decision to go see a doctor. Make sure everything is working properly. So i did that. I went and I did a bunch of tests and I saw a doctor and it felt really good seeing the doctor as well. I'm healthy and i'm happy, and everything is still functioning properly.

Now i'm starting to think about work. What i want to do. What i want to be. I'm honestly seeing that, though i enjoy my work, and i enjoy what i'm doing, it doesn't seem like the right job for me. It doesn't seem like the right field for me. I never really stopped and thought about what i wanted to do. I was always afraid that i would never figure it out.

Well like i said, i've been doing more thinking lately. I'm changing my life because i realized its never too late for change. I read a great quote on facebook too. It said "Be who you were meant to be, not who you've allowed yourself to become." That quote in and of itself really made me think. It really made me look at my life and what i've done and what i've "become," and made me question is this where i really want to be? Is this where i want my life to go?

So i've decided to make a change. Make several changes. I'm going to strive to work hard and be a better man, to be a better husband, and to be a better me. No more settling for just enough. No more wondering what i could have been. Its time for me to go out there and make my dreams come true. One step at a time, one day at a time, but its never too late. Here i go.

Jaime